Today I crawled out of bed.
Today I showered.
Today I went to a funeral.
Today I put on my happy face and laughed and teased like a normal person during the after-funeral meal.
Today I stopped to see my brother in the hospital.
Today I sat in the hospital chair and dozed.
Today I came home and took a three hour nap.
Today I surfed for hours.
Today was my normal, boring, uneventful, unloved life.